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From Blue to Gold

by Jess Nolan

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ronpr The problem with selecting a track is that any one track won't show the scope of the album. No filler, wonderfully arranged and smartly recorded with space in all the right places, loads of hooks and plenty of insight. And all of that supporting a captivating singer.

I've listened to this one all the way through more times than I have fingers, now--and the album has been out maybe three weeks. I keep coming back to it. Favorite track: Easy Like That.
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1.
I am so patient this morning
 I watch the sky change slow, turn from blue to gold
 Just out here waiting 
For the warmth to come, for us to feel the sun 

Clouds kiss the mountains around us
 With such a gentle touch they cover just enough
 Your smile echoes for miles
 The sweetest symphony to finally hear you breathe 

It's so beautiful to watch you unfold like a flower
 You're the deepest well I ever fell into, will I ever see it all? I want you to show me all

 I dug for a key that was buried
 Beneath a single pine, it was a sacred find
 And I can't take credit for power 
It was the perfect time for us to free our minds It's so beautiful to watch you unfold like a flower 
You're the deepest well I ever fell into, will I ever see it all, I want you to show me all It’s so beautiful You're the deepest well I ever fell into, will I ever see it all, I want you to show me all
2.
A wildflower waking up in the spring We’re a quiet afternoon in the shade of tree Nervous feet falling right into place We can let the music rest in the empty space  We don’t have to say anything, change anything No more pretending  We don’t have to do anything, prove anything Don’t have to guess the ending What I give to you, you give it right back We’re already easy like that  A magic trick through the eyes of a child We’re the old familiar joke when you needed a smile Open door when you’re turning the key We’re the strong river bend giving into the sea  We don’t have to say anything, change anything No more pretending  We don’t have to do anything, prove anything Don’t have to guess the ending What I give to you, you give it right back We’re already easy like that Staring in your eyes I can’t define what I’m feeling right now You’re leaning in as if I’m thinking out loud We don’t have to say anything, change anything No more pretending  We don’t have to do anything, prove anything Don’t have to guess the ending What I give to you, you give it right back We’re already easy, easy like that
3.
Balance 03:24
I remember the night it felt like I had stopped running in place I was standing up so straight What an anchoring feeling peering into your eyes All the aching I’d bottled up from chasing love was quiet inside There was never a doubt in my mind, you and I We are sun and moon circling in the sky  Steady on the other side  You help my keep my balance  I hold on to fear so tight it sends me up out into space But you don’t let me float away  When I hit the ceiling you’re waiting right underneath me And you remind that I did the same for you when you had lost all belief  There was never a doubt in my mind, you and I We are sun and moon circling in the sky  Steady on the other side  You help me keep my balance  You help me keep my balance x2 Steady on the other side  You help me keep my balance Heavy and light Darkness turned bright  All day and night  It’s black and white  There was never a doubt in my mind, you and I We are sun and moon circling in the sky  Steady on the other side  You help me keep my balance  You help me keep my balance x2 Steady on the other side  You help me keep my balance You help me keep my balance x2 Steady on the other side  You help me keep my balance You help me keep my
4.
You can’t throw a word at me like that
Say you don’t mean it, take it back You lit a fire in this room We once stood on solid ground The house we built is burning down And it all feels like it’s too soon I never saw it coming but then again I never do How many times can a heart break? You can pick up all the pieces of an honest mistake But what happens when it’s taken all that it can take How many times can a heart break? We try to separate our lives  From favorite shirts to kitchen knives Some things we just throw away What was once so intertwined  Is packed in boxes yours and mine And we’ve run out of things to say I never saw it coming but then again I never do How many times can a heart break? You can pick up all the pieces of an honest mistake But what happens when it’s taken all that it can take How many times can a heart break? Is this how it goes and am I prepared To love again even though I’m still in repair How many times can a heart break? You can pick up all the pieces of an honest mistake But what happens when it’s taken all that it can take How many times can a heart break?
5.
I Am 01:42
I think I’m addicted to the way Light comes in and then it fades Like an almost finished canvas water washes it away All the color turns grey I’m searching out a victim for the blame A circumstance I can change It’ll tempt you with it’s warmth, caress you with it’s flame Then it burns you just the same I am love I am not the dark though it is permanently part I am love ‘cause I choose to be
6.
Shame 04:08
I call her shame and she’s been following me around for years A twisted fame, she rises in my darkest hour  Are you aware of the way you bring her out in me She comes prepared to shelter me from all my confidence Oh it’s a shame, I walk around in chains But I still believe in freedom, I trust that freedom is on it’s way Quiet girl, trapped her thoughts inside a bottle A weighted world in favor of the fearless man Oh it’s a shame, we walk around in chains But I still believe in freedom, I trust that freedom is on it’s way This body is for me, my anchor is belief This voice is all I need Tiny steps, repeat the worthy cause forever ‘Cause they’ll forget if you don’t speak your mind and say it proud I live with shame for simply walking around But I still believe in freedom, I trust that freedom is on it’s way Freedom, freedom, freedom
7.
8 in the morning, the dog is snoring I put my feet on the floor Pendulum’s swinging, reminders ringing  Before I even walk out the door Pressure’s getting stronger, feels like treading water Oh I’m just getting started, little bit farther than The place I thought I got past yesterday I’ll circle the stars, fight through the dark again Doesn’t have to be so hard, you know I’m just getting started I’m mostly guessing, but they’re asking questions  Like I should have it all figured out They don’t have patience for this conversations And I don’t have time for their doubt Oh I’m just getting started, a little bit farther than The place I thought I got past yesterday I’ll circle the stars, fly through the dark again Doesn’t have to be so hard, you know I’m just getting started Oh if I could only drown it out and listen to myself Oh if I could only drown it out, getting closer and closer Oh I’m just getting started, a little bit farther than The place I got past yesterday I’ll circle the stars, fly through the dark again It doesn’t have to be so hard
8.
Just when I think it’s going right and finally I hit my stride I get the red light but maybe it’s a good sign And every time it’s looking up, rain’ll fall and interrupt  All the good luck but hey, it’s a just a few drops When the smallest thing is heavy, when the drama is unnecessary  That’s when I just gotta say It doesn’t matter anyway  It doesn’t matter, no one’s got it figured out It doesn’t matter, don’t let the moment get you down It doesn’t matter, leave it all to yesterday It doesn’t matter anyway  Didn’t get a call from you, I automatically assume  You didn’t want to but maybe you forgot to Tired of causing such a scene when I can’t control what’s out of reach It’s not about me and I could make it easy When the smallest thing is heavy, when the drama is unnecessary  That’s when I just gotta say It doesn’t matter anyway  It doesn’t matter, no one’s got it figured out It doesn’t matter, don’t let the moment get you down It doesn’t matter, leave it all to yesterday It doesn’t matter anyway  No it doesn’t matter what I do, it’s working out the way it’s meant to And it doesn’t matter what I say, it’s working out either way It doesn’t matter, no one’s got it figured out It doesn’t matter, don’t let the moment get you down It doesn’t matter, leave it all to yesterday It doesn’t matter anyway  It doesn’t matter, no one’s got it figured out It doesn’t matter, don’t let the moment get you down It doesn’t matter, leave it all to yesterday It doesn’t matter anyway  
9.
WITAM 03:29
Let’s raise a glass to the part of me That harbors darkness so easily Blood red wine up in the light of the chandelier Friends are scheming on the sidelines My lover looking off with longing eyes Disappointment waits for me at every single turn I keep a bottle of anxiety on the closest shelf And I reach for it when I think about myself Where’s the girl who running round Unashamed to make a different sound She was wild in the rolling hills of her secret world Her ghost is looming in the air And I’ve been searching for it everywhere Late at night I roam the streets crying out for help I keep a bottle of regret up on the closest shelf And I reach for it when I think about myself I’m hopeless romantic And I gotta stay grounded Stay surrounded by the truth I keep a bottle of reality on the closest self And I reach for it when I think about myself I think about myself
10.
I Remember 04:21
My mind is a constellation Each memory it’s own little star 
And I fly through the galaxy And try to control where I stop 

Pain is an ocean where the waves rock with fear Stuck for a moment drowning here 
I go back to these places 
I go back to these places 

I remember, I remember, I remember I remember, I remember, I remember 

Each day is a new beginning 
A blackened sky paints the unknown 
Hold tight as I brace for landing 
Hoping for some forgiving ground 

Joy is a mountain reaching up for the sun 
Just when I found it I am overcome   I go back to these places I go back to these places I remember, I remember, I remember I remember, I remember, I remember 

Every face I see takes me, every place I go shapes me 
Lost in space, I am just traveling through my history and I remember I remember, I remember, I remember I remember, I remember, I remember 
11.
Circle 04:31
She lays in bed in a white room Not where she belongs Once she was growing in the garden Her paintings hang on the walls at home Each one with fields of green Each one a lively scene There's a circle in everything There's a circle Wrapped up in the cleanest cotton Her hair is thinning out But she smiles somehow I still see her through the porch screen Where she is planting seeds She is teaching me That there’s a circle in everything There's a circle She keeps her paintbrushes in the attic Where there's a birds eye view To see me drawing on the sidewalk I used to hide there when I’d run away from home But she would hold my hand And now I understand That there’s a circle in everything There's a circle She lays in bed in a white room But it won't be long I see her growing in the garden

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released August 28, 2020

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Jess Nolan Nashville, Tennessee

old soul channeling a palate of creative forces. skilled poet, painter, and singer/songwriter hailing from central New Jersey, currently living in Nashville, TN.

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